Today I talked to The Lady with the Most Unfortunate Name*, who will hopefully be my new employer. We talked about money, which usually precedes an offer. I should know something by the end of the week.
Unfortunately, I learned that by hiring me this company will be letting someone else go. I really wish that wasn't the case, but they are looking for someone with my set of securities licenses and their current assistant doesn't have them. I hate for anyone to lose a job, however I enjoy being able to pay my mortgage. I'm guessing that Clay Aiken isn't feeling bad about me right now.
I got it touch with R today--did I tell you that she left BCFG right before Christmas? I am waiting to hear the real story from her to see if it was her idea to leave or if she was forced out like me.
I've been thinking a lot about having a new job. I will hopefully have a much more comfortable office chair. That old one was horrid and not having to sit in it goes in the "pros" column of getting fired. Also, I will no longer have an inferiority complex about my clothes, when compared to K's sequined jumpsuits and tank tops in the winter. Although I thought her clothes were totally inappropriate, she always looked so much cooler than me. I may even get to wear jeans to work again.
Mostly I've been thinking about having a job where I matter. That was the worst part about BCFG--I felt so insignificant and that I wasn't contributing anything. I've had a lot of imaginary conversations with Mr. X lately where I tell him how I felt for the past 10 months. I'm sure I'll never say those things out loud, but it's fun to think about.
I really hope that this new position works out. I plan to set my desk at an angle some how, so I will still be The Girl Who Works in a Triangle.
*We might have to come up with something shorter than that.
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